i wasnt effing done writing

anwayyy i was sayinggg 

sandyyy dont think youre crazy, i am hahaa jk. no but there are like real crazy people and youre not one of them. ive been like writing in my blog every day now for a week. like xangaaaa. cause too much crazy shit goes on in my head so if i write it down i dont have to like think of it over and over again cause i already put it downnn. well idk what im even saying but all i am saying is yaaa i went to the therapist and it was a waste of time and money but whats not a waste is just getting some pills from the doc. not like crazy pills just like normal anti depressents idk i got lexapro and havnt taken them for like the 2 or 3 years i was with ben but then we broke up and i was like wow i should prob start taking them!!! and it was chill but then i ran out! so now i gotta start over again. and its like if i dont i have no motivation but then again i have no motivation to take them! hahaha. so i just gotta. idk tho im sure there are good therapists but they can change whatever chemicals are happening in your brain. its just a waste of time to be saddd so you gotta do what it takes to fix it! easy to say hard to do hahaha. listen to some jesse mccartney it helps me hahahaa. and marijuana! and drugs haha jkkk im soberrr and its so gooood except for like alc and weed but idkkk alc can fuck you up toooo!!

HOW THE FUCK DO I TAG SOMEONE hahaa i dont know how to use this websiteeee i feel like a grandma on facebook

5 months ago  /  Notes

SORRY FOR PARTY ROCKING

5 months ago  /  Notes

ew creeps stop following me. how do i block youuu

11 months ago  /  Notes

soupy

Sooo I decided not to go to Orange County for the wedding. I already went twice in the past 4 months and its too stressful, and I’ll get sick. buttt i had a good idea. if any of my friends actually want to see me, they can come up to san fran and we can party there.

so anyway I made soup. lentil carrot potato and celery. It was my first time!!

lentils- cooked too long because the bean was like out of the shell

carrots- perfect

celery- ew i hate celery

potatos- cooked too long

vegetable broth- idk i bought it at eureka natural foods, and it already has a lot of sodium but wasnt salty enough so i kept adding salt and it wouldnt taste saltier.

1 year ago  /  Notes

If at first you don’t succeed, give the fuck up loser.

1 year ago  /  Notes

IDFK

IDFK how to use this website…nothing like xanga!!! anywayzzzz to all my followers, aka just sandy, dilemmaaaa. My moms friends wedding is june 4th. Sooo i want to come down the 3rd to 7th but idk if i want to come that bad. its 400 bux for the plane ticket to lax. then i gotta get a ride to oc. im thinking that i should just stay home. ya prob…

1 year ago  /  Notes